tirsdag 5. november 2013

# 25 – After such a long time we will have to repeat. III

Continued from blogpost #24:

That post ended like this: «The question that we always have to ask ourselves (either if we are studying, working, parenting, doing sports and so on ) is: Am I doing this only for myself? How can I include God in this?»

If we don't ask these questions there are sure somebody who wants us to be still and not ask them. In blogpost #7 I break all modern norms by talking about the Devil and referring to a book written by Father Fanzaga: «The Deceiver – Our Daily Struggle With Satan».

 
The fallen angel is a catholic dogma which we are supposed to believe if we are not to be called heretics. Dogma 62 says: «Our first parents became subject to death and to the dominion of the Devil». Scary isn't it? Well it would be if we hadn't had the good angels to protect us. That they are her to protect us is stated in dogma 69.

There are priests that think that the youth are so full of anxiety that they have to spared from hearing the truth about the devil. This is pure foolishness and it is to underestimate the youth. The devil cannot do anything without our free will to follow his lead, but if people don't know about the devils existence or think he is some ridiculous figure from a fairytale, they have no ways to prevent themselves from his bites. To not know of this evil spirit is much more dangerous. My experience with the youth is that they appreciate honesty. Well, the devil is part of the catholic dogmas!

Link to blogpost # 7 about the Fallen angel:

After talking about the devil, I asked a very important question in blogpost #8. I asked: «What is the most beautiful about you?» May be it's wise to think about your beautiful traits? They are laid down in you from God from your beginning in your mothers womb, and they are developed more by you after you were born and grow up. It might happen that there are more beauty in you then you are aware of. I think I will link to blogpost #8 too:

Well, if you are going to think about the beauty that is laid down in you, I suppose you have a little (big) job to do.
I don't know if you are an "old reader" here or just a person who found this blog now. If you are new I advice you to go to blogpost #1 and take it slowly from there as if the blog is a book. If you are only repeating, I suppose you have your old notes and can jump in and take it from here.



To be continued.



# 24 – After such a long time we will have to repeat. II

Continued from the first part ...

So far we have summed up that if one wants to give faith a chance after leaving it or when one is in deep doubt, it would be wise to picture oneself as a trusting child (dwell for some moments in that feeling), then to reflect of what has happened between then and now (how one has come to this stage of doubt or unbelief if one are there). I presented a row of questions to answer (if it was this or that that eventually had caused the doubt or loss of faith).

In blogpost #4 I tried to present my point with humor. I had forgotten to put my name on the blog, and the posts came out signed «About me». This led me to think about that this is really the collective shouting from the Western World to day. Everything is centered around us. That's what the world teach us. The anti-God world is wrong. We are supposed to be centered about God. The question is: What does God want from me, not how much can I get from God.

To understand how important this is we have to see that those who don't believe in God, don't need to question what the purpose of life is either. But we who, even if we doubt, deep within have faith in God, need to ask that question.

God created us because he wanted us. Our destiny is to be with HIM. All that we do should be centered around that. It is not about me, but about God and how we can do our best to follow His will!

We have to take a lot of decisions in our lives, from how to do our homework in school, - how to prepare for our Confirmation, - how to chose how we want to earn our living (what education) - how to chose the one we are to marry, - how to raise our children, - how to do this and how to do that ....

Of course it is about us when we want to find out if we want to be a dentist or a doctor, a salesperson or a carpenter. But we are supposed to pray for God's help while trying to find out were we think we can do our best. Later on, when we have found a job, we have to do that job as good as we can, because that is what God wants of us.

The question that we always have to ask ourselves (either if we are studying, working, parenting, doing sports and so on ) is: Am I doing this only for myself? How can I include God in this?

To be continued ...


mandag 4. november 2013

# 23 – After such a long time we will have to repeat. I

In blogpost # 2 I asked you to find a picture of yourself as a child and to try to remember how it was to trust God.

I wrote: «(This blogpost was meant for those who have fallen away or who have come into a period of doubting. If you never was thought to believe you can still think back trying to remember some episodes in your life with complete trust in someone. It is how it feels to trust I want you to reflect on, not on good or bad consequences of your trust).»

This is important because Jesus himself has said: «Amen, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven» (Mt 18:3).

In the next blogpost (# 3) I asked this question: «What is your problem with faith?» and gave you these options:

  1. Is it difficult to believe because there are so many religions and you don't know what to believe anymore?
  2. Is it because others have pointed out to you that they don't like the «cruel god» in the OT?
  3. Is it because you feel ashamed of being a believer among atheists (No valid proof)?
  4. Is it because of all the scandals in the Church that have been uncovered in the last years?
  5. Do you feel that the Bible is outdated and was written for people of another time?
  6. You don't believe in authority?
  7. Are you angry at God because He took something from you (your friend, your job or something else)?
  8. Private reasons? 
I asked you to write down your reasons: «When you have written it down, please try to think about what has changed since you were a strong believer as a child (if you were that. It might also happen that nobody thought you to believe and that your problem is if it's worth trying to believe in God).»

The reason for writing down your answers and think about the difference between now and then was because it could be good to have something written down to look back to and to have an opportunity to reflect upon what happened in between that had (for the time being) ended in doubt or non-belief.

I said: «... to remember how it was before your faith was covered with clouds».

To be continued ...



søndag 3. november 2013

# 22 - I'm sorry!





I'm so sorry that I haven't been able to follow up my blog. There are more than one reason for that, but the one who perhaps counts most is that I have been  sick for parts of the time that has gone  and have had very little energy to my disposition. My energy is still not at the top, but I hope to continue my blog in the nearest future.

For new readers: This blog is not to be read as blogs usually are read. It is a blog I write as some form of "Thank You" to the Lord for calling me home to the Catholic Church. I'm Norwegian and raised in what was often called The Norwegian State's Church. It's a Lutheran church and it is no longer a State Church. It's official name is "Den norske kirke" (The Norwegian Church).

I was a God believing person since I was a little child. I used to take God seriously. Still I lost my faith when I came in contact with those who claim that God doesn't exist. If losing faith could happen to me, it can happen to everybody if they are not careful enough. God, however is love and seek out his children like Jesus told us in the parable of the lost sheep (Lk 15:4-7).

I answered yes to Gods call when I was called  back and prayed for being led on the right path. That resulted in being led to become a member of the Catholic Church after some years.

Since I know how easy it is to be led away from Christ, I have wanted to help others to not leave God or to find back to God's path. In some sense I felt that was what God was calling me to do after I had been received into the Church. It was so strong feelings and thoughts that came up inside me, that it was difficult to explain it in other ways then that this was what God wanted me to do .As a matter of fact I protested and asked for something else to do. These thoughts didn't stop until I agreed to do so when I would be ready to do it.  I think we all have our purpose in life and may be this is one of mine. If God really wants me to write He will help. When writing this I have been catholic for more then eleven years, have done a lot of reading  and  been through some Bible studies and more. I'm educated as a Psychologist. I have prepared children for their first communion for about 7 school years. So that's me, an ordinary catholic who like to read and have been enrolled in some Bible studies as I suppose many others have been too. I cannot guarantee that my English writing will be perfect (after all it's not my first language), but I hope that it is not so awful that it will scare you away ...

As said: "This blog is not to be read as blogs usually are read. To benefit from this blog you have to start at the first blogpost as if it was the first chapter in a book and then continue step by step "upward!. If you have friends that reads here, please tell them to start from the beginning. I will write in an easy language so everybody who wants it, will be able to follow. I have a belief in the simple. God came to us as a tiny little baby, so why not keep it simple? After all one has to have an open mind to be able to listen to God.

I hope I can be of some help and look forward to continue the writing as soon as possible. I will not write every day, but posts will come ....

While waiting for me to continue, may be it's an idea that you repeat the topics?

(This presentation was for new readers who have not read the "About me" (Om meg). It is also meant to remind old readers about what this is all about).

God bless you all!


onsdag 13. mars 2013

# 21 - HABEMUS PAPAM!

HABEMUS PAPAM.

I'm so happy that we have got pope Francis from Argentina as our new pope (cardinal Jorge Mario Bergoglio). 


He is conservative in his view upon theology at the same time as he cares very much for the poor. This combination and his choice of name might be seen as a signal to the world: Don't look so much to the secular world. Be Christ like instead!

Glory to God in the Highest!

søndag 11. november 2012

# 20 – FATIMA.

The power of prayer.

 
I have recently visited Fatima in Portugal. Among others I have been there at the 13th of October which was the day when the Sun Miracle was given 95 years ago which even the atheistic journalists wrote about because they were there and saw it..

Of course nobody is obliged to believe in private revelations, even if they are recognized by the Church as valid. According to the Church's teaching there will be no further revelation after Christ (CCC 66). We know, however, that there have been private revelations through the ages. «It is not their role to improve or complete Christ's definitive Revelation, but to help live more fully by it in en certain period of history». The apparition in Fatima is recognized as valid by the Church.
 
In this blogpost I will not go into details about the apparitions. Instead I will leave references for you to study if you find the topic interesting enough. Here I will look at similarities between then and now. Is the message of Our Lady of Fatima, also called Our Lady of the Rosary, still a message for our time? If you never have heard about the apparitions in Fatima, I'm sure you will be curious enough to find out the exact happenings of 1917! So here we go:

The apparitions in Fatima occurred 95 years ago. Have they anything to teach us today? Are they appropriate for our time in history? Many people think so! Why?

First we have to look at the time when the apparitions happened. What characterized the time around 1917? There was war. WWI had not ended. In Portugal where the apparitions happened there was political instability. In Russia we had the Russian Revolution. In February 1917 the Russian revolutionary started to to be violent and in the same year at November 17th (October 25th according to the Julian calendar) the first communist party started to rule in Russia. As we know religion became forbidden in Russia. Some years later we had the economical crack in America (1929).

In our time (2012) we also have dangerous forces of different kinds. Terror is a real threat. We have war several places in the world. People are murdered with cold blood. We have economical problems in the West (America and Europe). We have a growing population in the western world saying that they don't believe in God. Our time have to some degree some similarities with the time when Our lady appeared in 1917.

 
There are written lots of books about the apparitions and some movies are made too. I highly recommend those written by Sr. Lucia herself (the oldest seer). For the Norwegian speaking I recommend: Bjerke. P. B, Mirakelet i Fatima 1917 (...århundrets Mariaåpenbaring i lys av Bibelen...), 1998, Mazmillian Kolbe Utvivelser. I found the Norwegian book informative. I also felt that the book «Fatima for Today: The Urgent Marian Message of Hope» by Andrew Apostoli and the films «The Call to Fatima», Film Director & Producer: Thomas McCormack, gave me a lot. For a quick updating on the happenings i 1917 here and now; go here:




So what was it that Our Lady of Fatima wanted in the turbulent times of 1917? She wanted people to pray more every day, especially the Rosary. She wanted the people to pray for sinners to repent and avoid hell. She wanted prayers for peace. If not there would come another war much worse than the one already ongoing. (The second world war came). She recommended penance. She also wanted people to partake in 6 successive first Saturdays. (First Saturdays are the first Saturday in every month: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/First_Saturday_Devotions ). The first Saturdays were mentioned in a later revelation when the oldest of the seers had become a nun. Our Lady especially asked for the consecration of Russia (in her 1917 apparitions) to avoid Russia spreading her evil to the rest of the world (atheism I suppose). The final consecration was done very late, but it has been done (1984). After the consecration the Soviet Union fell apart.

No history book will tell us that a new war broke out because people didn't pray enough (WWII ...). May be that is a very important part of the message, that prayers might change the course of the history? We may feel that we are too few to pray for peace, since more and more people leave faith. Well, perhaps that's so in the Western world, but even so, I think that Our Lord will appreciate our prayers and our trust in Him. Because that is what it is about. It is about our understanding of the faith. It's about our way of practicing our faith. It's about if we are lukewarm or not. As it was said to the the church of Laodicea: «I know thy works, that thou art neither cold, nor hot. I would thou wert cold, or hot. But because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold, not hot, I will begin to vomit thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest: I am rich, and made wealthy, and have need of nothing: and knowest not, that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked» (Rev 3:15-17).

When we trust ourselves more than God, our attention to God will be weakened. To pray is to trust. To pray and to do penance for others are to show that we care about them. To pray the Rosary is to tell the LORD that we have understood that He gave his mother to us when He hang on the cross. It is to take Mary's «YES», when the angel came to her, very seriously. When we say yes to God we must do it wholehearted. That includes thinking about others, praying for them to have peace and to reach Heaven and avoid Hell (that there is a Hell is a catholic dogma. There is no use in trying to hide that part of the faith. Those who don't believe in God and don't live after His will have judged themselves into Hell. (It's a choice ...). They need our prayers before it comes so far and we ourselves need them. There might be may snares on the road to heaven, even for those that think they are strong in faith.

I agree with those who see the Message of Fatima just as actual today as it was 95 years ago. To visit Fatima is to be filled with peace and being grateful to God. When we visit it on the 13th in the months between May and October we will be at the same place where the miracle happened. We will stay in a crowd of people and remember. We will see the place where Our Lady of the Rosary occurred, and we will also remember the Miracle of the Sun that occurred at the 13h of October in 1917. Just as tight as we stand, so they stood 95 years ago (2012 now). They understood the message! Do we?

To walk at the roads in the village where the children lived gives an extra dimension to our lives. Their lives were so different from ours. They didn't have mobiles, electronic toys or electrical light. The grown ups had to work hard and so did some children too. Their help where necessary for the families to survive. Sometimes we need to remember that much of the luxury that is to find in the Western world of today are only distractions that might lead us away from God.




God bless you all for reading and reflecting!

The angel who appeared for the second time before the apparitions of Our Lady, and whom the children are kneeling in front of (the statues are at the actual place) at the well at the land of Lucia's (the oldest seer) parents, taught the children this prayer:

«+My God, I believe, I adore, I hope and I love You! I ask pardon of You for those who do not believe, do not adore, do not hope and do not love You! AMEN+»




torsdag 8. november 2012

# 19 - Don't waste  actual grace!

It's some time since I have had the time to write. I have not forgotten you or to comment the questions in blogpost # 3. The blog follows the same principle as before. New readers ought to start at blogpost # 1 «God's ways can be mysterious» (the First of August 2012) to benefit from the blog because the structure of the blog is like the structure of a book. It starts in the beginning and builds upon that.

I will write a special blog entry for now. Next time I will reflect about my trip to Fatima of October this year. Then I want to go back and try to go on talking about the questions I asked you to reflect upon in blogpost #3 (2012).

Have you ever thought about what it means to lose sanctifying grace?

Some of the the readers of this blog might have lost their sanctifying grace. That means that they might have been away from the Church for a long period of time, have sinned grievously, and have not been to confession. It can also mean that they never have been a member, but are thinking of it, so to speak, but have lost their sanctifying grace due to grave sin. Some practicing members of the Church might have lost it too, because they have failed to confess grave sins. Never baptized persons don't have it.

So, what is the difference between sanctifying grace and actual grace? We talked a bit about it in blogpost # 18. Sanctifying grace is what is poured out upon us in our baptism. The Holy Spirit dwells inside us. Sanctifying grace is grace from within. With grave sin The Holy Spirit leaves us and we will be without the holy push from within. God loves us dearly and will in such circumstances pour of actual grace. Actual grace is grace from without.

When God tells us from without, by actual grace, that he loves us dearly, we have to respond to that and not let it pass. If we let it pass, it's not so sure that we will recognize it next time. The more often we overlook it, the less we will hear it. This is what we call «to harden ones heart».

«Harden not your hearts, as in the provocation; in the day of temptation in the desert» (Hebrew 3:9 Doey-Rheims).

This is very important knowledge to reflect upon if you are doubting for a long period or have not got the guts to find an introduction course (RICA in America) as a stepping stone to enter the catholic church if you don't belong to her, but might have wanted to ....

If you are without sanctifying grace (which will be given back to you at confession) you only have to rely on the actual grace. You might easily become a victim of all the evil in the world without sanctifying grace ...

So please listen to God when he calls you! As long as you want to believe God will follow you at the path that leads to salvation.

More about grace: